Mothers

Mother, whenever I hear this word I think of my wonderful mother. She is someone I have always looked up to, someone who I call when im sad, who when im sick wish was here to take care of me, who I admire so much and hope one day my kids will love me as much as I love my mom. She is probably the most patient person I know, especially when it comes to me ;). I pray everyday that I have the same relationship with my children that I have with my mom. She has been so helpful since the boys have been born. She flies up here about every month, watches the boys so Chase and I can have that rare one on one time, helps me run errands, helps me get our house in order, helps me become a better mother, and spoils Chases since I don't get the time to much anymore. She came up a few weeks ago and the boys just love her. I swear they remember her being with them everyday in the NICU and recognize her voice. I truly dont know what I would do without my mom. I love her so much. 

Mothers day is coming up and I don't think it has hit me that this is my first real mothers day. I still cant believe im a mother now, but at the same time it feels like I have always had these special boys in my life. I hope I can do as good as a job as my mom did and I hope she knows how much all of us kids love her. 

Happy Mothers Day!!!!